8.08.2011
`look into my eyes
and say you love me
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Maybe we all started with a misunderstanding. Tat day the letter that i wrote for you is not a love letter but is a condolence letter. That time we still friends and as a good friend, i had to do that if not no one will be there for you to help you to brace you up. I know xk wont be at your side to accompany you so i do that for you. Im not trying to ask for anything back from you but just want to let you know there are still people who concern about you even your loved one are not in this world already. From the day we are together i already said to you that i wont hurt you again but it seems that you had been hurting me alot. I had been protecting you alot but you not proving anything to me. Even when u know he want to reveal it u still not doing anything. Only im the stupid person who trying my best to protect you and try to stop him from revealing it. You will never try to protect me back one. I really wonder why u like treating me like a toy or a substitute. Im not xy, xk or c rocks or any girl which is in your mind. If you are treating me as a substitute, please dont play my feelings. Even when i tell you he let us be together already you also not doing anything. Kind of disappointed and upset in you. Wonder why am i the one doing so much things to you but nothing seems to touch you at all. I also dont know why i love you and yet this is what i get from u. Im upset but i still want to tell you i love you. Thats all i want to say you. Hope you wont feel irritated or what after reading this.
fRiEnDs`
6:59 AM